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Argh....sudah 3hb...my due date is on 6th...Start dari semalam, lebih kerap buang air besar....probably, my body preparing for THE delivery, i hope lar.....
But the best thing right now is that i'm at home,receiving love and support from my dear family....especially my dongseang...Thank you adek! Tapi my husband tetap kayu macam selalu....entahlah...i'm giving up on him....jadi, sorry lah sebab tak membahagiakan abang, sebab abang pun tak membahagiakan saya......
What to write? I'm praying for safe labour....baby, cant wait to see you!

Because i'm not young

p/s : new blogger, still getting use to it

Setiap hari ada air mata
lahir dari kecewa yang berulang-ulang
air mata menjirus api harapan
air mata mmebunuh rasa sayang........

it has been a long long time since i pampered me.....huhuhu...
kerana memikirkan masa depan dan mengharapkan ada "orang lain" pamper akhirnya....
Birthday tahun lepas i got nothing, biasa ada lah juga benda atau makanan best yang at least  manjakan diri ini...
Orang kata, lepas kahwin bolehlah dapat hadiah lebih....tapi rupanya kena belajar supaya tak mengharap dan akhirnya aku lali....memang aku ni jenis boleh adapt cepat..huhuhu.....

Hohoho...cerita pasal ini sebenarnya.........

2 tests...still cant believe....

Seseorang untuk merancang masa depan...

Alone. At Home.
Azam tahun baru? : Teruskan hidup jer...

Happy Anniversary to us...

A book i will never read again and an author i will not search again.....

Another depressing month.....

12th day...first cycle on Clomid...
But Hubby 's not here...i promised to never be sad about him anymore, but....
anyway..gambaremassu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cried. Me. Who has stop believing in true love.....

Mrs. P visited me today.................

I'm 32 today...or is it 33?  never mind, its my birthday!!! My wish this year is this:

just doesnt want to get you...huhuhu
went to PD on CRK..har har har...the water and the pool are great, the room not so great...but it was okay lah..

why?
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i cried at sad times, i cried at happy times and i cried at eating time