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it has been a long long time since i pampered me.....huhuhu...
kerana memikirkan masa depan dan mengharapkan ada "orang lain" pamper akhirnya....
Birthday tahun lepas i got nothing, biasa ada lah juga benda atau makanan best yang at least  manjakan diri ini...
Orang kata, lepas kahwin bolehlah dapat hadiah lebih....tapi rupanya kena belajar supaya tak mengharap dan akhirnya aku lali....memang aku ni jenis boleh adapt cepat..huhuhu.....

Hohoho...cerita pasal ini sebenarnya.........

2 tests...still cant believe....

Seseorang untuk merancang masa depan...

Happy Anniversary to us...

Mrs. P visited me today.................

I'm 32 today...or is it 33?  never mind, its my birthday!!! My wish this year is this:

i cried at sad times, i cried at happy times and i cried at eating time

Selamat tinggal

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Ada persoalan
yang ditanya pada hati yang menipu
mengapa masih menanggung resah
walaupun sudah berhenti mengharap
apakah tidak jemu
menangguh airmata
kerana menjamukan senyuman
bilakah lagi
mahu memejamkan rindu
dan dengan apakah lagi
akan dikail pinta.
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Amazing book..very lovable mousy heroine turned adventurous and a hero who must cross barriers to finally realized his love-that was until the very last minute!-
The book made me cried buckets and laughed some too..and somehow made me thinking about my life ..
Callie-who was younger than me!-somehow found herself on the spinster seat and considered passive, plain and unadventurous and destined for a boring, staid, utterly uninteresting life. But i'm glad that she brave enough to attempt at breaking the cage of her proper self by making 'the list' and doing it too.
Ah, i just wish i can be as brave as Callie...

Bleach 270 n 271 are awesome!!!!! Ichigo !!! Kya!!( flailx5*)

another anime : Hakuoki ...ep 4 baru ada chara development, baru rasa macam best gak anime ni..
ah, Chizuru...apa rahsia awak ye?

apa yang lebih menyakitkan
kesunyian atau penantian

ada lagu untuk sang gagak
pada senja hari esok
pada lorong penghujung kota
demi perjalanan yang terhenti

berkali kali mengejar
bayangnya yang tak bernama
tapi langkah yang terantai ini
sekadar menjejak gelita

pada sang gagak yang memanggil
daun usia
apa yang lebih menyakitkan
kesunyian atau penantian?

Alfu Tahani untuk Kak Zai yang baru jadi ibu semalam!!



أشان ما بستطع بحصول واحد منها....

"helpless"

yeah!
while getting my quater pounder at the drive thru, i noticed that both drivers in the cars ahead and behind me are....females...and alone...like me..ahahahhahahha!

im getting tired of Arashi...their new songs are not really downloadable enough for me.
i miss TOKIO...but the latest perf on ms was a bit halfhearted..although i love 'advance' very much...maybe i dont google them as much as i used to..
i miss SHINHWA...i miss ric-gun and dong-wan oppa..uhukss...

addicted to e-books again...wonder when itll wear off this time..hmmm

Stars Falling From The Sky has ended. I gonna miss Kang Ha and Pal Gang..

Following P.S Man, currently.

Waiting for Personal Taste, Oh My Lady and Cinderella's Sister.

Disappointed in my imouto....again...

i want to live on the moon or in a desert island with just fishes and birds...

me whois:

half-hearted, narrow-minded and childish..

i want to be honest, that money isnt everything, but is it?

i want to stop pretending, but arent everybody faking?

ah i love my sarang

all my friends are married women.

life slips by fast and increases in pace as one gets older.

I should cut my hair. Jumpa sehelai uban....

30 years and 9 days. No more "siapa aku?" dan "Mengapa aku di sini?". Tapi kadang-kadang masih confuse tentang apa yang aku mahu. Nothing and something.

30 tahun. Perkenalan aku dengan diri ini tidaklah terlalu lama dan pastinya aku belum benar-benar mengerti tentang diri yang bernama A.K.U ini.

Adakah aku compulsive atau seorang yang takes everything at my own pace? Aku akui , hidup yang kulalui setakat ini sangat mudah dan santai - walaupun i'm still single di usia ini and that somewhat a failure dalam komuniti ini - aku tidaklah bothered by it.

Ya, sometimes aku depress , sebab sunyi, dan kerana aku tak mencapai expectation sesetengah orang. The truth is, i dont like people so much. I love my family because they are family and that is it, namun mostly i'm disconnected from people around me. No love, not expectation, tak ingin ambil tahu, tiada simpati, most of the time i ignore them and wish that they cant see me. Hipokrasi: walaupun aku mendengar penuh perhatian dan kadang-kadang animatedly involve dalam conversations, another part of me keep saying, "c'mon, enough already!"

What makes me happy?:

What makes me sad?:

What makes me complete?:

Apa yang mahu diperbaiki?:

Nya, i love everything in this PV. Baby is so perfect!!

ah, and subeki koto's

Make a bigger one....

I got my new car today..Perasaan bercampur-campur. Kalau sekali pandang a Standard Toyota Rush rupanya macam Myvi. Dua kali pandang pun macam Myvi jugak. Only bigger.

Mujur ada kak Mimi tolongkan negotiate untuk balash saje balance. Kak Mimi kata, sepatutnya boleh minta diskaun lagi,atau cover seat leather, atau minyak full tank. Untuk eksesivri - tinted dan cover seat, perlukan lagi kurang RM 1500. Maybe next month lar. Tapi next month dah kena bayar installment~

ah, mushtaqah alaik, kelisa qadim~